happy 2 year anniversary baby :D

today, i went to work.

i dropped by at vad's house at about 7a.m cause it was too early for me to go for work..

so blablabla worked. boring. saw tons of puber hair in almost every bathroom. wtf. hahah. VERY TIRING. then after work, baby fetched me :D he waited fr 2 hours :( cause my job finished later than expected :( again, VERY TIRING.

oh! and HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY :)

even if we have our ups &downs, i still love you lots :)

&i'm sorry you had to fetch me from work. even when your back hurts, you still came for me :)

would it be easier if i just died?

i'm so loww. &i feel like crap. i think i'm dead. i wish i'm dead. oh crappy. i know, this may sound stupid and all stupid emo shit, about dying all that. but sometimes, i do wish i could just rest my eyes &go in peace. it'll be easier to live a life where everyone understands you. right?

but God created everyone of us to be different. there are a few advantages and disadvantages. &its up to him to make us feel that way. but i think it's sucky. grr. but still. ahh. btch. oh well, i'm so dead. i rather die than actually die mentally. crappy. why am i so cursed w/ such bad hands? i'm so bad at handling things. WHY? gah! fckfckfck.

i want to die now!

oh &to you. whateverlah, lazy to reply me also nevermind lah kan? :) -i don't mind. i do mind. fck.

crapping isn't enough is it?

it's been a while since i've updated. don't really like updating anyways. but anywho;

last week was okaylah.. i guess.

went to the AIDS one life exhibition on friday w/ all the form 3s for our lawatan. :) but it kinda sucks cause teacher won't let us wander around th mall to find food. crappy. but apart from teacher being 'uncool' it was okay :) loved th exhibition. it was, more like a heart felt exhibition type thing.

lol. my mom just came in &hugged me :) why? -cause she felt cold. HAHAHAHA. :)

cliche

here's th link :)
tumblr ain't that bad after all :p

http://fckyeahbelvina.tumblr.com
lol. so cliche but i ran out of ideas. :/

tumblr

got meself a tumblog.
-will post link when it looks better ;p

lost all the moods.

exactly.

cause your favorite shades are blue&black. :D

mami, i want contact lens :(

are you coloured yet?

jell-o, mellow, hello ;p
bored.

will be going to church this sunday :)
yay Jesus :D

did nothing much today,
didn't go to school. didn't bother.
going to school tomorrow. have to pay school bus fee.
jst because of that? yeah.
like after PMR? ain't no fun. thought it is, but it isn't so oh well.. big bummer.

picture says it all.

is it a crime to not have tumblr now?
ths morning went to merentas desa II,
then, waited fr mami to finish her work in sch.
went home, watched tv fr a while;
headed to citymall fr lunch then to 1b

bought those two schtuffs in the picture :D
the checkered shirt and red makeup bag(?)
*but who cares, imma make it mah pencil case

i'm diggin' the color of my shirt ;)